untuk november
wow.
perhaps, it's been my most occupied month of the years. almost forgot to have any entries till its last day today. could be work or may be because of the inconsistent internet thing...with the firewall in the office network and intermittent signal of my izzi wireless,most of the times i was easily giving up to load blogger.
another month to go before the curtain of 2007 close.
2nd chance
what worth a second chance if it is nothing less than a glance?
it came into my mind to put a kind of analogy about my friendship with few of my good friends.
at first it was like a soccer, where we did thing, we moved as a team. we chased the ball, passed to each other and aimed for the goal. victory was as sweet as it should even there were tears as all that matter was the game.
but now, as thing change, we are no longer on the pitch. we are on the court, playing tennis and we are no longer as team. we are opponent to each other. even it was only a sunday morning match, a court game has to be played by both side. i've been passing the ball and i've been waiting for the ball to be passed to me.
the odds have been more than waiting our cosmonout reaching the station. it once been passed back to me, but then as i passed back to the other side...all i have and been doing is waiting.
'buat seorang perindu, penantian hanyalah ruang waktu' - ceritera cinta (Jac feat. Rio Fabian)
the thing is i'm not 'seorang perindu'. i'm a friend.
when you asked for a second chance to rekindle a friendship that you unintentionally chose to ruin, should you be eager of passing the ball back, shouldn't you?
wish and hope are nothing without effort. it's helpless, pale and dull. dried and dreary.
but i'm waiting. like always. thousands times over.
perhaps, it's been my most occupied month of the years. almost forgot to have any entries till its last day today. could be work or may be because of the inconsistent internet thing...with the firewall in the office network and intermittent signal of my izzi wireless,most of the times i was easily giving up to load blogger.
another month to go before the curtain of 2007 close.
2nd chance
what worth a second chance if it is nothing less than a glance?
it came into my mind to put a kind of analogy about my friendship with few of my good friends.
at first it was like a soccer, where we did thing, we moved as a team. we chased the ball, passed to each other and aimed for the goal. victory was as sweet as it should even there were tears as all that matter was the game.
but now, as thing change, we are no longer on the pitch. we are on the court, playing tennis and we are no longer as team. we are opponent to each other. even it was only a sunday morning match, a court game has to be played by both side. i've been passing the ball and i've been waiting for the ball to be passed to me.
the odds have been more than waiting our cosmonout reaching the station. it once been passed back to me, but then as i passed back to the other side...all i have and been doing is waiting.
'buat seorang perindu, penantian hanyalah ruang waktu' - ceritera cinta (Jac feat. Rio Fabian)
the thing is i'm not 'seorang perindu'. i'm a friend.
when you asked for a second chance to rekindle a friendship that you unintentionally chose to ruin, should you be eager of passing the ball back, shouldn't you?
wish and hope are nothing without effort. it's helpless, pale and dull. dried and dreary.
but i'm waiting. like always. thousands times over.