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Monday blues.

Half of the day been spent with updating all the necessary data for Tinggi, which I do hope then will give me some space later to start on more serious work like the well modeling , sand control and descaling study.

It’s been long since the last time I really look into such. While at the same time, I now have to spend my early morning attending the workover meeting, as requested by my boss and my supervisor.

‘Just in case they change things or do things without following our proposal’.

Sigh. I was bit hesitate to give an agreement to my supervisor and sort of questioning…must I go for the meeting everyday? The thing is, I’m not an operation engineer and it is good to question on what’s the point the workover team sending the daily report etc.?

Never mind, think positive, it‘ll be good for my learning yada yada yada.

Seriously, since last week, the thought and feeling bumped onto me again and again. There’s no motivation that kick-ass enough to make me wake up everyday with attitude of seize the moment! etc. I feel my day is getting dull and honestly, Friday is my favourite day as it is the last day of the week that I need to spend at my workstation.

May be it is time now I should stop.

Yeah. I’ve been thinking about that many times before, for sake of breathing the life again, reflecting things, hold and feel the soul of me etc.

Tell me.