hatred p1
I’m not sure why it annoys me very much whenever our laugh-and-fun chat switching to ‘serious’ channel. I feel like I can’t stand her that much as she always wants to be on the opposite side of the idea. Not a chance, she portrays any sign of compromising on the fact that everybody has their opinion. Wisely, she chooses to provoke the heat. It drives me mad as she shows no respect other’s stand.
I might don’t mind if we are actually in the business or work thing where some times you really have to kick others butt, well…may be kissing some, but we were actually having the discussion over our weekend lunch. Sigh.
Miss A : ‘what about your plan to pursue master in UTP?’
Me: ‘Well. I think I need to think back on it. I’m might losing the seniority, the allowance, the bonus, the increment, the promotion etc. Plus, the program is now an SDP thing, which means I’m gonna add another 2 years on top of my current mandatory service years with the company’.
Miss B:’ Alah….setakat bonus setahun…apa sangat. Increment pun sikit jer …4%’.
Me: ‘Sigh…those are something to me. And if you were servicing the company, you’ll get more than 4%. I got more than 4% previously. And I think the 4% you referring is to the ‘revision’ that they mentioned ek?’
Miss B:’ First year aku dapat 7% increment and 2nd year aku dapat 4%....’
Me: ‘2 tahun keje? Eh…are you sure? The 4% thing is the ‘revision’ lah.’
Miss B:’ yeap...that’s the revision’.
Me:’ Hmm…anyway I feel a bit disappointed with the revision thing as it was not as what I though. I mean they blew the horn like it was a big thing and everybody will get the same...but turned out…hishh…mine pun I feel like tak lekat pun celah gigi’.
Miss B:’ Alah...dia ada cara lah kira semua menda tu. After 5 years you are valuable sebab tu diaorg dapat lagi banyak’
Me:’ I know that…but it’s just my opinion. The way they broke the news was like everybody will get something vast...It was quite a catch as everybody was damned motivated at first place. But now?’
Miss B:’ Continues her points with which sounds technical etc…
Me:’ For us the SKG10, it might not be that critical as we have the allowance (I haven’t received any yet), but I’m speaking what I feel for others. Our friends.
Miss B:’ ala…nanti diaorg pun dapat jugak RM500…’
Me:’ No...only those that have been working 3 years or more will get that. My housemate just signed the contract’.
Miss Be: ‘Oh...ye ke...I don’t know la’
Me:’ See…they broke the promise again, aite?’
Miss B:’ ala…nak duit banyak-banyak pun buat apa? ‘
Me:’ Takdela…well...sapa tak nak duit. Even I was not that eager bout the revision thing, but let say if everybody got something 10 or 15% at least?’
Miss B: ‘nih ...tak reti bersyukur nih. Nak buat apa duit banyak?’
Sigh…I then ended the conversation as I was a bit heated with her irritating way of cutting my words and as well as Miss A couldn’t get into our conversation.
Well… she could say all the thing as she’s been entitled for the outstation allowance for each day of her Master program for the past 2 years, then the SKG10 allowance on her very first day reporting to the department, even technically those sitting in that department enjoy their good –leisure time very much, compared to us.
I’m trying to humane the fact so that we are sharing the opinion with empathy, but her attitude annoys me like hell especially on those remarks ‘tak reti bersyukur ‘…like she knows me that well? Please…I’ve been walking on this path with much more pain that you think you have.
My words for her:
Kalau setakat duduk office goyang kaki, then been treated like babies by your boss that loves to send you pegi melawat sana sini for sake of learning, then pegi course 2 bulan etc….don’t speak like you know what you deserve. You are not crunching the number for sake. You don’t feel the headache each time the review cycle comes. You don’t have to come over weekend to do all the forecasting etc. So…shut the fuck up.
I might don’t mind if we are actually in the business or work thing where some times you really have to kick others butt, well…may be kissing some, but we were actually having the discussion over our weekend lunch. Sigh.
Miss A : ‘what about your plan to pursue master in UTP?’
Me: ‘Well. I think I need to think back on it. I’m might losing the seniority, the allowance, the bonus, the increment, the promotion etc. Plus, the program is now an SDP thing, which means I’m gonna add another 2 years on top of my current mandatory service years with the company’.
Miss B:’ Alah….setakat bonus setahun…apa sangat. Increment pun sikit jer …4%’.
Me: ‘Sigh…those are something to me. And if you were servicing the company, you’ll get more than 4%. I got more than 4% previously. And I think the 4% you referring is to the ‘revision’ that they mentioned ek?’
Miss B:’ First year aku dapat 7% increment and 2nd year aku dapat 4%....’
Me: ‘2 tahun keje? Eh…are you sure? The 4% thing is the ‘revision’ lah.’
Miss B:’ yeap...that’s the revision’.
Me:’ Hmm…anyway I feel a bit disappointed with the revision thing as it was not as what I though. I mean they blew the horn like it was a big thing and everybody will get the same...but turned out…hishh…mine pun I feel like tak lekat pun celah gigi’.
Miss B:’ Alah...dia ada cara lah kira semua menda tu. After 5 years you are valuable sebab tu diaorg dapat lagi banyak’
Me:’ I know that…but it’s just my opinion. The way they broke the news was like everybody will get something vast...It was quite a catch as everybody was damned motivated at first place. But now?’
Miss B:’ Continues her points with which sounds technical etc…
Me:’ For us the SKG10, it might not be that critical as we have the allowance (I haven’t received any yet), but I’m speaking what I feel for others. Our friends.
Miss B:’ ala…nanti diaorg pun dapat jugak RM500…’
Me:’ No...only those that have been working 3 years or more will get that. My housemate just signed the contract’.
Miss Be: ‘Oh...ye ke...I don’t know la’
Me:’ See…they broke the promise again, aite?’
Miss B:’ ala…nak duit banyak-banyak pun buat apa? ‘
Me:’ Takdela…well...sapa tak nak duit. Even I was not that eager bout the revision thing, but let say if everybody got something 10 or 15% at least?’
Miss B: ‘nih ...tak reti bersyukur nih. Nak buat apa duit banyak?’
Sigh…I then ended the conversation as I was a bit heated with her irritating way of cutting my words and as well as Miss A couldn’t get into our conversation.
Well… she could say all the thing as she’s been entitled for the outstation allowance for each day of her Master program for the past 2 years, then the SKG10 allowance on her very first day reporting to the department, even technically those sitting in that department enjoy their good –leisure time very much, compared to us.
I’m trying to humane the fact so that we are sharing the opinion with empathy, but her attitude annoys me like hell especially on those remarks ‘tak reti bersyukur ‘…like she knows me that well? Please…I’ve been walking on this path with much more pain that you think you have.
My words for her:
Kalau setakat duduk office goyang kaki, then been treated like babies by your boss that loves to send you pegi melawat sana sini for sake of learning, then pegi course 2 bulan etc….don’t speak like you know what you deserve. You are not crunching the number for sake. You don’t feel the headache each time the review cycle comes. You don’t have to come over weekend to do all the forecasting etc. So…shut the fuck up.
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