i was hurt
May be Tina was right.
It was the lady that changed my used-to-be brother.
For the past few weeks, it became awkward for me as we managed to hang out quite a lot. The movies, the breakfast, the tea-break etc. And finally he told me that it started to slow down; the relationship between him and his girl, which probably to meet the end. He feels that may be she’s not the one where he might want to spend the rest of his life with. He feels things won’t work out between them.
I welcome the comeback, but it sounds plain and less excitement to me. For the past few months, things have really changed and I once decided to let go the brotherhood we had. I adored him very much back then as we both were that closed. If Tina’s quoted best friends communication is at level 5 where you shared feelings etc. but we shared more than that, the dreams and hopes. As what Fly on the Wall once wrote, he was the friend that I can count on.
Like what Imam Al-Ghazali quoted about ukhwah, I have him in my pray, as much as I pray for the good for my parents and family. He once had the spot.
Why should I feel awkward?
Too many maybes, but I’ve been trying not to reveal the flaws on straight on his face as I didn’t want to be seen as overreacted.
But now I understand. I was actually hurt.
May that’s the reason I feel a bit hesitate now.
It was the lady that changed my used-to-be brother.
For the past few weeks, it became awkward for me as we managed to hang out quite a lot. The movies, the breakfast, the tea-break etc. And finally he told me that it started to slow down; the relationship between him and his girl, which probably to meet the end. He feels that may be she’s not the one where he might want to spend the rest of his life with. He feels things won’t work out between them.
I welcome the comeback, but it sounds plain and less excitement to me. For the past few months, things have really changed and I once decided to let go the brotherhood we had. I adored him very much back then as we both were that closed. If Tina’s quoted best friends communication is at level 5 where you shared feelings etc. but we shared more than that, the dreams and hopes. As what Fly on the Wall once wrote, he was the friend that I can count on.
Like what Imam Al-Ghazali quoted about ukhwah, I have him in my pray, as much as I pray for the good for my parents and family. He once had the spot.
Why should I feel awkward?
Too many maybes, but I’ve been trying not to reveal the flaws on straight on his face as I didn’t want to be seen as overreacted.
But now I understand. I was actually hurt.
May that’s the reason I feel a bit hesitate now.