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Fly on the wall’s article sort of biting me and gives me the taste of my own reality as I keep reading it again and again. I have to admit the truthfulness of what has been said, and I’m aware how much, all my life, I’ve been searching for ones.
Albeit, my wracked relationship with my ex, I feel the hole for not having ones in my life. As moving along the track, the only things that I noticed, how annoyingly true, that most that I’ve been friend with, by circumstances, not by option. Even, there are few that I chose to be with, but then ended up with me being such a pathetic delusional bloke.
Each time I moved to new phase of my life, as much as I wanted to keep things on momentum, as I valued the friendship that much, it would come to an end and left me wondering, why they are leaving. People change, that’s what I always said to myself. And may be, I was not that bold in their picture before.
Once I felt the beauty of ukhwah, where I fond to share that much love and spirit of togetherness. As much as I tried to keep on the momentum, I realize how cruel the world outside there has changed people around me.
I guess I’m not that lucky as at this point I couldn’t think ones that I can count on.
What should I give to trade a friendship with?
A ride? A phone call? An sms? Money? Time?Trust?
May be I am not aware of ones who actually there for me?
Albeit, my wracked relationship with my ex, I feel the hole for not having ones in my life. As moving along the track, the only things that I noticed, how annoyingly true, that most that I’ve been friend with, by circumstances, not by option. Even, there are few that I chose to be with, but then ended up with me being such a pathetic delusional bloke.
Each time I moved to new phase of my life, as much as I wanted to keep things on momentum, as I valued the friendship that much, it would come to an end and left me wondering, why they are leaving. People change, that’s what I always said to myself. And may be, I was not that bold in their picture before.
Once I felt the beauty of ukhwah, where I fond to share that much love and spirit of togetherness. As much as I tried to keep on the momentum, I realize how cruel the world outside there has changed people around me.
I guess I’m not that lucky as at this point I couldn’t think ones that I can count on.
What should I give to trade a friendship with?
A ride? A phone call? An sms? Money? Time?Trust?
May be I am not aware of ones who actually there for me?