without me

It’s pathetic, but I just can’t ignore the fact that I feel quite disappointed to know it. I am not in the picture. I am not in the picture.

A year back as the idea popped from our mind, I remember how crazy we’d been thinking and planning to make the idea into reality. But then we just couldn’t put it into action, but we promised to keep dreaming about it. This year maybe! This year we gonna make it reality.

I put too much consideration, I guess and hoping that I appear clearly in the picture, but I was wrong. I am not in the picture. It was really frustration journey I had last night to think about the fact that I am not in the picture. May be I have never been in the picture at all.

Other than being a consistent bugger with my lunatic life-stories, I am no more that a dumb. This ain’t the first time, but I had this many times in life. May be it is a fate.

May be it is the fate that things that I want to do in my life, I have to appear boldly on my own picture. And for others to have a better world, it is a must to not have me in the picture.

i'm just wondering now, totally without me what would the world be?